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8 When people say "life is short". What the hell?? Life is the longest damn thing anyone ever does!! What can you do that's longer?


okie this is some lame stuff mai fren sent me. LOL but its so bitchly funny tat i cant resist it man. whahaha. oh yea. im so happy to finally be able to like pass mai maths test again! hahaah. I PASSED MATHS!!! (((: its mai favouritest subject. lollollol. bahx. hMm. and im hoping to pass mai chem for promos too!haha i hope i can!i dun wna be retained can! boo. and yea i passed LIT too!!!!! (((: cuz i juz wrote a one page essay for P&P. so i tot i wuld get like 1/25 or sth. haha. so YAY. today's a great day. cuz PE is cancelled. econs test is cancelled. i get to go out with mai darling! and in two day's time i will be gg back to DHS (((: oh man its been ages since i last went back!oh i so miss da campus. haahah. and this will be da last yr to see da campus! >.< boohoo. so sad. hahaha. but yeayeayea. finally can see matt mu des minyu they all le! wheee... (((:

hahaha. and i saw unice the other day. hMm. at like 10pm larx. she said shes oni gg out to study!OHMYGOODNESS i wna mug like her too. haha. i need to mug like her. aniways tmr i got chem spa so i duno wad da hell am i doing here. oh well. to destress for abit ba. HEE. aniways... yea thats about all ba? haha.

im juz so high.. i wish i can stay so happy. i wish time will freeze. so that promos will neva come!(((: crap. gtg study chem spa now. :((((


hey. its me again. hahaah. today is mai 7th month anniversary with mai baby. heh. we went to celebrate it tgt whee. like duh. haahah. its our 7th mth of cuz we must celebrate tgt! hahah. and yup. we went to heeren to taka to padang to esplanade. hehe.

we went to heeren to support his frenz who participated, or rather chosen to join da city spa competition. hahah. well they looked really pretty. and so envious larx. but after hearing wad baby said. i tink maeb i will juz have a makeover for myself by mai frenz rather den go on tv. cuz da whole nation will see ME turn from an ugly duckling to a swan, wich is like. I DoWAN. whee. i juz wan mai frenz to see tats all. whaah. im shy u see..

den i had a little tantrum. hahah. i tink ii veh temperamental lately, cuz i was dressed uglily, so i wanted to go home. hahaha. cuz orchard is full of overdressed people and well dressed people. so i felt underdress and ugly, esp after da city spa thing. so i wan like rather unreasonable. sometimes it surprises me how baby can tahan me larx. haaha. stupid kiphoe. he's like spoiling me. boo.

den after pacifying me, we went taka to have our dinner, for me, dinner plus lunch. hahaah. at kobayashi. den i threw a tiny tantrum again. but well, theres food and kippy juz looks so adorable tat i cant help but not be angry. if oni mai sister can look tat way, den maeb i can stop irritatin her as well as be nicer to her? haha. =P its quite nice and cheap. wahahah. i tink mai fuse is gettin shorter lately larx. stressed?haah. dunno. bleahx.

den we went padang for da outdoor screening of MI:3 and X-MEN 3 haha. we oni watched da MI: 3.den we went to esplanade. hahaah. da watchin at padang was quite a refreshing experience, as its veh rare in singapore, and it WAS part of our culture last time before cinemas came out. its nicer den da cold theater actually, its more cosy, tho the hard floors and da sound effects were GREAT! ((: and when it comes to da not nice parts, i juz duck. hahaha. or lie down or sth. its more flexible u see. ahah. bahx. ((: i like. den kippy was so engrossed and when it comes to da exciting parts, he wants to know wad's happening, i refuse to let him know and hahaha. say like tom cruise will die or sth lidat. whahaah XD superior knowledge ma. bleahx. =P

den after dat we went to esplanade. its really romantic can. hahaha. we walk arnd here and there and discuss wad we want in our home nxt time. den we saw nice pictures of the stories of love. its really really nice. u all shld go and see it. wahahaah. so sweet. lol. bahx. den we went to da movie poster shop ba. i tink its called popcorn movies. or sth lidat. den got alot of posters hahaha. den we started discussing wad movies we want to watch! cuz on tuesdays, its videoezy's ladies day. where we can rent 2dvds for da price of one! (((: aint it cool. wwahaha. den we went to da roof top. wow. i tell u.
da view is really pretty and wow. singapore river looks huge!hahah. i always tot its really tiny. but i was wrong apparently. heh. its is really nice. den theres a mini concert at da side of da river near esplanade. hahah. den the woman was singing superstar when this uncle started dancing. hahah. he dances well i tink for his age. hes like super enthu abt it. so cute. and kippy was sayin that if his granddad were as hip as him, he will be da happiest grandson in da world. haha. and i tink so too. (: den they started playin abba's dancing queen. a sudden wave of nostalgia overcame me. cuz i remembered the days where me mu maa and des spent muggin at matts house for o's and we were so bored tat we watched abba's MTVs! and dance to it too. haahha. suddenli i wished tat they were ther too. >.< i really wna relive it again if i could. hahaah. but sometimes will always be memories. cuz we dun really hav da time to do so now =( unless during da hols??? how does tat sound, matt?deal??hahaahah.

yea. i hope so. but it feels great with kippy too. cuz yea, its so sweet of him. to i dunno juz being there. its like one of our bestest anniversary celebration. haahh. okie actualy i like all.

now i spent one day slacking totally. i tink i shld go study soon. hai.
like do mai chem tutorials and maths tutorials. and im upset tat i stil failed chem despite studyin for it. oh well. guess it shows tat im not talented in chem?haahah. bahx. oh well. (:

whee. i tink todays a great day, apart from da fact tat i have an irresponsible ***. bahx. tats all (: nites ppl!

hey. im like whee. so whee. and whee. whee whee. down with flu and mai stupid sister is irritatin me. i have no idea how to do mai tutorial25's POYO and im currently doing tutorial 27. woot. i tink im addicted to doing maths. i tink im gg crazy. with mai flu and cough and sore throat, plus a super duper annoying throb of mai headache. whee. on the bright side, i no nid to go sch! ((: and yea man. i can do mai tutorials and can study. waha. i tink im turning into a study freak. woot. (: say i rock.

wahaha. i went out with sihan serhua and weeting on monday! to celebrate her bdae!hahaah. we went nyny and ben and jerrys to eat! wa spent a bomb but well da ice cream sihan treat. hehehe. thanks sihan!and happy birthday!!(((: i miss you man. haha. ure bimboticness. whahaah. make me feel so smart can. LOL. aniways i stil cant believe ure 17 alrdy. i stil tink ure 10. oh well. hahaha.

and yea. i stil wna see fireworks. i wna see fireworks for all mai life i can. fireworks with mai besties. and mai darling. whee. and no homework. ahahah. no studying. no muggin. no exams.! ((: but then, if this is so, i have no drive to improve myself le. hahah.

and ytd contact was this Mr chan guy from IDA coming to tj to talk and have a QandA session. hahaha. and it makes me feel proud of singapore after wad he had said. hhah. and its really great to have farsighted leaders, else we will stil be a fishing village i guess. haahah. and yup. i will neva migrate from singapore. hha. its mai home after all. and i love singapore, even tho there are some irritatin and inconsiderate ppl. but who said tat other countries dun have them too?hahaha. so i juz rather stay here. whee. ((:

heys. its been long since i last blogged?heheh. sorry to thos readin for yea juz not in da mood for bloggin lately. haha. and kinda busy larx XD

oh did i mention i went to see fireworkS??? its really really nice i tell you. and yea funny how come da ugly magnesium we see will become pretty fireworks HEH. like wow. (: before tat we, being me joy wanhsin christianne, went to eat steamboat at marina bay. hahah. and found out tat christianne cant cook WAHAH. =P but yea da things she cooked tasted alright in da end.. so well. heh. bahx. den we watched da fireworks. while eating icecream. i tell u it will be really nice, if onli i werent tryin to video it down while eating and tryin to watch, at da same time. WAHAH. there. its not a veh good combi eh?haha.

oh and i realise tat i cant really write well. hMM yea. cant really larx. doesnt mean cannot lol. and im gettin lazier and lazier. whee. like uask me to write an essay, i will juz crap nonsensical stuffs. wich is NO GOOD. hahah. i guess tat explains why i always fail mai essays. haha. im more of a vocal person i guess. whee. tats why i go on and on and on. la!

im gettin abit tired of mai blog skin actually. like i saw a really nicee one. okie mani nice ones. hahah. and really cute ones. but well. lidat lorx. stil da laziness symptom kicked in and im so not gna bother changin da skin cuz well im lazy =X

shoot me. whee.

life is hectic lately, it scares me to see da days goin by so fast. like flyin literally. soon it will be next year and soon i will be 18. wow. tat sounds old. but da thing is promos is coming soon. i have no idea if i will be able to pass promos or not. hai. wel i dowan to be retained larx. but neither do i welcome the tot of a similar year gg by. time is neva enuf, neva enuf to go abt. the vp said we must spend at least 2-4hrs studyin everyday and more if there is test or exams. but the thing is, i wan to. but is there enuf time to go abt? hahah. maeb its juz becuz i dunno how to set mai priorities. haha. maybe. everything just feel so wrong. like im being exposed to too many things too early. i feel like im slow, in everything, like everyone has something they are particularly good at, but i dont. i dont do really well in lit, mai interpretation of a text is totally different from wad ppl interpretes. i dont do really well in chem, i juz get by, i understand but somehow during tests, everythings go bonkers.. i dont do well at all in econs, tho i get da concepts, and da questions they ask are seriously dumb that they make me feel dumb doin it. XD i dont do really well in maths, im careless u see, so everything goes wrong. haha.

or maeb its juz becuz of mai lack of confidence in my ability to excel. haha. maybe.

i dunno if its only me or all of us, i feel tat in a short while, da guys will be gg to ns, we will all be grown ups, we have to take on real responsibilities. its so fast. last time i tot 10 was very old. and by 10 i can do great things. but now lookin back, when i was 10, i was still ignorant of the world outside, how can i do great things? haha. its really weird. how one's thinkin changes over time. whee.

oh and it freaks me out tat theres such thing as liquid bomb. >.< wad if da bottle of coke im holdin suddenly explodes?? ahh. *boom*. i die. hahha. how sad if mai life were to end like tat. people will remember me as "cheryl, the girl who died because a bottle of coke exploded when she was attempting to drink it"
so sad larx! hahaah. oh and i m gg to study organic chem now. its so interesting larx. but i juz hate it when theres something called test.

hell to the person who invent the word test and exams. OH and promos. the person must be a sadist who cant stand the sight of people havin fun while studying. or maybe he's being bullied by the dumbasses in school tat he decided to have something called test to bully them back. wadeva. the person really have no life. whaha.

cheryl was here.

heyhey. its me again. hahaah. its been long since i last blogged eh? yea. i agree. TODAY IS MAI 200th day anniversary. hahaha. bahx. kiphoe did sth real nice for me. he pasted glowing stars onto mai wall.. he made a heart shape, den constellations like capricorn, taurus, cassiopeia!, orion belt. hahaah. ((: he spent like 2hrs on it (: heh. but its really really nice. haha. its really funny cuz at first da stars refuses to glow! haahha. den we on da lights.. lo and behold! da stars GLOWED. like for 5secs den faded again. but its a really pretty sight. hee. im so touched. hahaah. silly boy larx he. but before tat we have a slight quarrel. boo. but neva mind! its alright again! ((:

i tink lately im a little stressed. den when im stressed i sorta of like be mean to ppl. esp kiphoe. sometimes i juz blow up because of small matters. sometimes, i feel tat im a bad girlfriend. sometimes, i tink that i shld juz give up on everything around me. sometimes i feel tat even if i study really hard, im stil dumb. sometimes, i feel like gg to JC was the worst decision i eva made in mai life. oh minus havin realy lousy ex bfs. hahaha.
sometimes, like now, i feel like giving up on mai econs. i need someone to give me motivation, someone who can actually make me understand econs. i cant study it by mai own. sometimes, i juz wna give up on maths too. cuz i studied so hard for mai differentiation test, yet i still failed. haix. tho its cuz of some really REALLY REALLY dumb mistake. but stil! i juz wna go away. sometimes [okay most of da time] i juz wna pon sch forever. like no sch no nth. but when theres no sch, i miss it. hahaah. i miss attendin lectures, i miss gg for tutorials. i juz cant stand da exams actually. i actually like organic chem. ohmygoodness. i tink im turning psychotic. hahaha. to actually like organic chem. hMm.

oh and i tink i bitch too much. i should keep mai opinions to myself instead. cuz u neva know when ppl bitches about you. and i can assure u, the knowledge of ppl bitching abt me, will kill me. hahaha. IF they bitch abt me larx. hahha. so maeb i shldnt bitch too much.

some times i wish that life is simpler. like simple. haha. like me with mai besties. its simple. i wun worry abt them backstabbin me. tho i tink we do bitch abt each other sometimes, but in da end, haha we mean no harm. hahaha. we dont aim to destruct, to destroy. haha. we dun aim to mutilate. we juz bitch to relieve stress. (:

oh and econs is really killing me now. i haven studied like hahaha. for da whole day? i jzu simply cannot get maiself to settle down to study. cuz its ECONS. haha. bahx. life, life, life, why cant you be simple?like jane austen's pride and prejudice, the life then was so simple, its juz abt raising pretty and refined daughters and marry them off to some rich man. you dun have to go tru exams, u dun have to study much. wad a wonderful life, tho u have to endure da retard mother. but well. u cant have everything in life can u?it just hv to have some flaws. hHAAH.

i dunno why. mai mood juz simply cant get good. and poor kiphoe, he spends most of hi time tryin to cheer me up.. hehe. and yea i do get cheered up, but once hes not around , i go down again. he's like mai endorphin. plus now i see him like oni on weekends, so i oni get mai endorphin on weekends. so i go abit mad during weekdays. hahaah. XD

basically i have
-organic chem test to study for
-econs test tmr
-maths integration tutorial to do
-lit essay to prepare
-chem notes to study
-econs notes to write
-chpt by chpt analysis to keep track of p&p
-to make myself happy
-to make myself study more.
-not neglect mai frenz and family and kiphoe.
-to go out with matt and mu and des soon. cuz i haven seen them for years![okie exaggerating]
-keep myself in control.

not alot eh? haahah. i shall try to make myself occupied. haha. and make mai life meaningful and fufilling. (:

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